This book contains selected poems and songs in Russian, Ukrainian and English, written from 2009 to 2021. Watercolors are not illustrative of the texts. What both have in common is the desire to see different sides of life, where pain and joy are intertwined so tightly that the line cannot be drawn. Both the texts and the paintings are about not accepting this diversity and somehow moving on, even if they have no reason for this, except curiosity.